I had lunch with Jeff today. I had a wonderful time, as usual. I love listening to his stories.
He made a small comment about how, in a couple of years, he would divorce his wife and marry me...
I know enough to have the attitude that "I will believe it when I see it."
Among married men, even those who say that and really think they mean it don't usually carry through...

Hawk, last night, told me that if the time comes that I can be happy with Jeff alone, that he wants me to go without regrets and be happy... and he wants to be invited to the wedding... He says that my happiness is the ultimate goal.
Hawk's wife has been going through some medical problems lately, and he feels obligated to stay with her, and I am glad... She is really a wonderful person who has put up with a lot from him over the years... Honestly, at this time, I am not sure (with my 6 year old son in tow) that a full time relationship with Hawk would be a good thing... I do not want my son exposed to my personal life right now...

I guess life goes on as is, and we will see what the future brings.